Freshness??? Sparks???
I’ve got myself into another relationship, a relationship with the Knight which filled my heart when emptiness engulfed me. Perhaps because of this, I see the light in him rather than my Prince. I abandoned my Prince because of this Knight. Repentance filled me…… it was wrong for me to do that to the Prince who loved me….. It was all wrong, it’s my entire fault. I find favor in someone fresh, someone new. I depended on the “sparks” in the relationship. I’m clueless….. Oblivious to the ways of LOVE. It’s so naïve of me…..
I put hope into this new fresh relationship. 
Like a fresh rose in my hands, will it last? Freshness has its own beauty, and when it’s all dried up, it still has its own beauty, if the rose has a deep sense of sentiment in you…. I hope the petals will hold onto the bud, but Petals might fall off, it’s the course of nature. The bright vibrant color, representing the freshness of the rose might fade off.
Prince once gave me his Rose. It was so beautiful;
I thought it was the most beautiful Rose I’ve ever received. But as time goes by, it dried up, it faded……
This new Rose I received, will de colors dim down like the how me and prince dimmed down? What will I do? He’s the one, who gave me the hope, de vibrancy; will it dim down when I’ve shown much affection towards him?
So naïve and silly of me to be hoping that the colors will always be 
there, giving the bloom, effervescence to the flower. When will I stop being so naïve, so silly? Putting hope on “sparks” in a relationship? When will I ever learn that depending on the sparks wouldn’t work? It’s easy for me to advice someone else to not depend on the spark, but why can’t I apply it myself?
